Tomorrow's Gaze

Scribble, scratch (chicken variety)
Onto paper
Thoughts
Both happy and sad (orangy like the farmer's windy fields)
churning, yearning
For tomorrow's gaze
that would provide
(grace upon grace)
better and better days.

I wouldn't call it 'clinical'
But depressed in body, mind & emotion
contests (oh i contest)
That some days
tomorrow's gaze
leaves me undone.